Do you ever wake up one day and just choose to say fuck it all? That was this morning when I had enough of the bullshit – lack of respect, lack of assistance, hell even lack of common sense sometimes. That was when I realized I honestly did not care about things anymore and was […]
It is always an odd feeling to wake up and be clear headed after so long. I guess the easiest way for me to explain what I mean by that is this…think about being in an almost constant state of brain fog then one day there is a gap in the clouds. There are times […]
Sometimes you get a chance to finally be able to say something you thought about repeatedly for hours on end and never thought you would get to vocalize. There is always that saying “some things are better left unsaid” but thankfully in this instance I was given the chance to say it after 49 long […]
Sitting here staring out the window wondering why I am still here. I look out at see the houses being built and all of the trees just slowly being removed. I remember being younger and sitting at my grandfathers house while it was being built in the middle of nowhere North Florida. I remember seeing […]
So I have never been one to talk about my feelings or admit that I need help but those who know me well, know I will do anything in my power for family and true friends. I figured it was time to say a bit more about one of my last posts since I got […]
Yeah this super delayed – I have edited and removed some things to not end up in court with the story posts – people like to cry and call defamation when their story gets told so was just trying to do some damage control prior then shit hit the fan had I not. — So […]
I apologize for the delay – lots of drama going on between feeling overworked and underpaid to just not being overall happy with my point in life. Yes I know that I am the one who can change that but as much as everyone likes to say “just do xyz and you will be fine” […]
I typed up a nice long post for part 2 of Op UF but I needed to re-read it a few times to adjust things for posterity sake. No health update but maybe I will find out soon….if I call…who knows. Till later today my friends…
Sitting here after the doctor wondering what random thing is wrong with me now….I went in for an ultrasound to find out why my shoulder looks like I have been playing football without pads on. More info on this to come…. Started back watching Burn Notice and remembered how much of a silly show this […]
So once upon a time I was a “happy” person who had friends and enjoyed being social. I worked at a dead end job and made enough to take care of a family with a little assistance from the baby mama (pre wife so calm down ya cry babies). Did I need to “grow up” […]