I apologize for the delay – lots of drama going on between feeling overworked and underpaid to just not being overall happy with my point in life. Yes I know that I am the one who can change that but as much as everyone likes to say “just do xyz and you will be fine” – it isn’t just that easy. You ever hit that point in your job where you go…I do not want to do this shit anymore and this is why I do not like people….well I am there finally. Talking to people on the phone daily where I have to attempt to help someone (who obviously knows better than me on how to do this job) who is in such a rush I get dinged for some of the dumbest things. It is a never ending stress ball and this is how I end up getting frustrated and leave after years. /end rant

Another thing is just randomly seeing your kid do things you used to do when you were younger…also the lack of them doing things like you makes you appreciate the shit you put your parent(s) through. Sometimes I want to high five the kid for the amusing things and other times I want high five her upside the head for not using the same brain.

Have you ever just randomly woken up out of a dead sleep and needed to write something down? Recently my dreams have been hella vivid and I’ve been trying to remember things as I wake up and quickly jot them down….weird overnight thoughts are amusing later.

Oh yeah shout out to Derp and a Shadow